Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I've got this thing I consider my only art of fucking people over

Have I talked about the guy who offered me vip tickets to t in the park if I slept with him in the tent? I'm pretty sure I did. Anyway this guy is a lovely guy really but I turned down his offer of a date once because I hadn't realised the other guy who asked first was the most boring fuck I've ever met. After that he seemed content on continuously asking me to sleep with him, huffing if I wasn't in the mood to humour him and then claiming he wasn't being serious if I got annoyed at him. It was fun for a little while but I get bored easily and he didn't get me a lot of the time and he called me mad. I will never understand why people think I like to hear that. Kirsty's terrible for it. She's all 'I love you cause you're insane and you're happy that way'. Score. But I got a kick out of it because a girl I hated had been in love with him for years. Haha to her I thought.

Anyway then one day he was annoying me far too much, making me seem like some sort of evil manipulative girl who was leading him on. I should point out that I was leading him on but I wasn't being evil about it. I thought I'd been quite open about that. If someone doesn't make a definite move then all I do is lead them on. I'm never so interested that I make the first move, I haven't been in a long while anyway. He gave up after a while.

So the point is the other day he came online and I was so surprised I went online myself to see if it was a mistake. Then he started talking to me about some band. Every alarm is going off in my head since his name proclaims his love for some other girl and we were never friends. If this ends up as yet another guy who thinks I'd be a fun little aside to a relationship I swear I'm leaving society for good. However, I just explained symbiotic relationships to him by using Venom as an example because I'm too tired to go into dictionary mode. Geekiness may prevail where sheer indifference failed.

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